Morning rite went…okay. I think. I barely remember it. I just remember waking up, realizing it was daylight and before I could fall back asleep again knew I had to do the rite.
Prayers at noon while on the road. I might as well ease into this phrase three thing gracefully, or at least as much as I can. I just have this feeling that I need to do so ASAP. I still feel overwhelmed and anxious, but I feel better doing it. I bought an entire box of Three Kings charcoal from my friend’s occult shop; that should tide me over for the rest of the rite…hopefully.
My day today was mostly spent traveling and recovering from traveling, plus reviewing my notes for phase three.
Evening rite went well. I started to feel almost high during it, and after. Wow.